Thursday, March 16, 2006;
♥ 3/16/2006 06:51:00 AM
everybody've got smththey have to live behindone regret from yesterdaythat jus seem to be grow with timetheres no use lookin back or wonderingbecos love is a strange and funny thingno matter how i tried and triedi jus cant say goodbye>>NOPES! this aint really a post to blog bout wat-so-ever.hahas. its jus an announcement.waitttttt. IMPORTANT announcement to be exact.(:
this blog WOULD be DEADDDDD.
for i dunno how long.
BUTBUTBUTBUTBUT
the tagboard would still be alive if you people leaves a msg!
(:
cos i believe something aint made to be said ALOUD
theyre jus meant to be kept
deep down inside
and the memories will last forever.
theres no need for words.
no need for speech.
no need for actions.
the feeling would be jus there.
waittttt. i WILL be back. (:when the feeling of blogging gets into me again.but for now,BYES!that this is not goodbyethis is starting oversay im not wide awakeif you wanna knowi dont wanna let goso say it isnt so;
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Thursday, March 02, 2006;
♥ 3/02/2006 06:37:00 AM
did i grow up too slowand made you lose the loveim sorry i grow up too slowand made you waste all the efforts>>im no more an old woman. (:hahas. my old back injury work'd up again on mon. hmms. after the carryin of pearlyn and winner. =X and the back was aching like NTH. dammit.hmms. BUT went down for fd comp training today. did pumpings and WEIRD enough. my back got better. hahas! bleahhh. hmms. lets see. 3 more days. to service learing. to fd comp.fd comp; sure, i do feel bad bout not being able to make it on all the trainings. but wat i saw today really breaks my heart. rights. maybe i aint in a correct position to say all these, but seriously. wat i saw today at training, really hurts me i guess. its not the anger tt would makes me feel like blasting at them. rather, its the disappointment tt i feel inside. but den again, theres smth tt warms my heart. tt amongst the squad, i can see ppl tryin. puttin in the 100percent. and jus placin the effort and attention. (: fd comp squad. the silverware, the title, the throphy. they CANNOT be compared the journey you went thru. the sadness, tears, joy, laughter and everything, you went thru it all, together. so when the big day comes, jus put in your 100percent effort. (: put up a good show, thats all we ask'd from y'all. show the rest out dere, wat we are made of, and prove it to those who look'd down on y'all, that y'all stronger, much much more stronger than wat they think y'all are. (: prove it to everyone else, and espyourself, that you can achieve it. (:service learning; damn. i jus realis'd tt only nepal and china ppl are leavin on sat MORNING. camobodia, chiangmai, they are leavin on sun. hmms. wells. and its cool, with my bags still unpack and stuff. haahs! i cant stand it. ughh. someone, us anyone. get me into the mood of slt. ): nonono. its not tt i DONT WANT TO GO. its jus tt, im not feeling excit'd bout it AT ALL. gee. ughhh. and i'd better stop. cos if i ever go on talkin bout slt. i guess i would be complainin like NON-STOP? hahas. =Xanyways! i told szemian this during ss lesson. hahas. tt i want a stack of letters from her, by fri/sat. and the letters must be at least 8days long. so tt on the first day i can read the first page, and tt she will tell me how much she actually misses me, and blahblahblah. ahhas! =p so yepp. peeps, read this. and REMIND her. hahas. cos i wanna receive tt! it will be so sweet and nice and makes-me-smile. wahahahas.alrights, so tml gg queensway to get the tee i think. its either i go myself, which im definately not goin to! or i will drag'd val out of band and follow me. hehes. =Xdumdeedum.oh and if you haven notic'd, which either means tt YOURE BLIND or YOURE LYING. carissa's and my hair are like so frigging neat cans! hahas. woohoo! ((x waitttt. if anyone is readin this now, please dont be mistaken. its NOT for mrchan. its NOT for him. its for nirma. (:hahas! and so yepp. call carissa by the name of neat hong! and me by the name of neat chia! ((: and we will reply. we WILL. ahhas!and erms. get tt mirror out of my face. =\its the heart afraid of breakingthat refuses to trust again;
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.